There is a human who says “I know who you are and I have always been inside you”. You cry sometimes seeing this person and some other times you go into ecstasy. The guide that is beyond human mind’s comprehension, struggleing with logical reasoning and failing to figure out the happening. This is my experience with my Guru. Today I need badly to trust and surrender my life to my Gurus, not knowing how to, I yet again surrender that as well.
Muah
trust is easily broken.,
trust ., is like glass.,
is it not.,
glass is made from sand.,
something so lowly., at first appearance.,
then the sand is super heated in the klin., becomes molten .,
hot atmoshphere.,
and the glass maker ., blows into the mould shaping it.,
a dangerous practice., if he inhales by mistake., he might inhale the super hot gasses .,
why take such a dangerous profession.,
because he knows the effort will bring a beautiful product.,
and the lovely glass vase is made.,
to hold the prettiest of flowers.,
but be careful.,
it takes a second to destroy the vase.,
or to crack it.,
or to shatter it.,
Glass., fragile., handle with care.,
Glass ., transperent.,
Trust ., Transparent.,
Trust – Handle with Care.,
if the vase or glass is chipeed or cracked ., then it can be repaired again .,
but the crack will always show.,
but if it is shattered., nothing is left.,
except shards that might tear into the skin of the person who is attempting to pick them up .,
same with trust,.
trust like glass if broken .,
can be recycled.,
melted in the klin., reblown and new vase can be made.,
however the work involved is more.,
that is the bond between a guru and sishya .,
trust.,
surrender .., involves trust.,
total trust.,
thus.,
trust is fragile.,
and if broken ., has to be recreated.,
what then does one do when trust is broken.,
how does a person deal when trust is shattered?
you want to be that transparent and pretty thing., that glass is.,
but you dont want to be
broken.,
Then you take the next step.,
you become a crystal .,
clear., beautiful ., more brilliant.,
but for that you would need to up the pressure and heat.,
Tapasya ., Discipline.,
but even cryscals can shatter.,
then what to do?
even better.,
Become a Diamond .,
more pressure and heat.,
more tapasya and discipline.,
the Diamond Surrenders to the diamond polisher.,
allow the higher self and the guru to polish you.,
Value yourself first .,
It is most important.,
A steel item can be kept in
roughshod areas.,
A glass item is kept with more awareness and carefully.,
a crystal even more.,
a diamond ., is kept with the greatest value.,
value your self.,
do not confuse this with ego or self importance.,
diamonds do not need
advertisments to sell.,
glass beads do .,
those who talk about themselves endlessly and their accomplishments.,
are doing just that.,
value your self.,
if you cant .,
look around to see if people around you are genuine in their value of you .,
and learn to trust yourself to value yourself.,
TRUST yourself.,
if you do not find anyone who value you.,
Look at ME .., the mother will always value the child.,
because the child is a product and part of the mother.,
TRUST – Value.,
STRUT – Ego
Trust and value yourself.,
dont strut your ego.,
be the diamond.,
that is who you are.,
glass., crystals, diamonds are all found only in the earth and in sand.,
glass on surface as sand.,
diamonds you look deep within the earth.,
it is there.,
look., and bring it out.,
here is the way.,
where is the will?
penviro
indirakshee2001
